Long Time No Write

10/12/2009 at 7:09 AM | In Daily | 2 Comments
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I have been really bad about updating this blog and I apologize to anyone who may be reading this still. I have been busy with different things such as working on going to school and getting use to living indoors. Life has been gradually changing for the better for me and I just haven’t had the time to write much here.

I will see about getting here more often and updating you on my life, after all you do deserve that much from me.

Feeling Better

08/29/2009 at 10:03 AM | In Feelings | 1 Comment
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Well, I am still in Midland, Michigan. Since I have been here I have been going to recovery courses and I have been seeing a counselor once a week. Both have helped me a lot. I have finally been able to unload the huge amount of frusteration that has been building up inside of me over the last few years. I know that a few sessions aren’t going to totally cure me, but I am feeling a little better with each.

Next week will be my last week for both, since I will be heading back to Florida soon. I hope that with my little vacation, if that is what you want to call it, I will be ready to face my demons down there. Right now I am feeling a lot more confident and alot more energetic.

We shall see. :)

Midland, Michigan

08/15/2009 at 10:12 AM | In Daily | Leave a Comment
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So it has been a long time since I last posted. And since then I have worked for a few weeks which fell apart, and now I am in a shelter in Midland, Michigan.

I am not really sure where I am going from here, but I will get back with you all.

I’m Back, Kind of….

07/06/2009 at 6:20 PM | In Daily | Leave a Comment
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Well, I have decided to open my blog back up to everyone, but I will be much more careful about the things that I write here, and with that said, I am going to be working on another blog that will be semi-private, I am only giving select friends my address to that blog.

Extreme Heat

06/22/2009 at 12:37 PM | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

The heat here the last few days has been horrible. So much so, that when you just walk or do anything outdoors you start sweating within 5 minutes.

It is making it much tougher for me to ride back and forth to the library each day. But I will get through one way or another.

Needed to be said

06/18/2009 at 9:22 AM | In Daily | 1 Comment
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Last night I was talking to an individual that says I should stop writing so many personal things on here, because eventually people will turn them around to use against me. I thought about that and yes he is right. But I also don’t have a real place to vent, and right now this is as good as I have.

We all know that people don’t want to hear other people’s problems, because let’s face it we all have issues we are dealing with, and we sure don’t want to to take on other people’s life issues.

So I guess right now, I will continue to write here, but I will be a little more selective in the things I mention on this blog. I have also consider locking this blog and only giving a select few people the password so it can be read by them.

Obviously you can’t trust the whole world. I am learning this more and more everyday. But that is the reality of life.

As for the people who came on here and have supported me the last few days, I thank you. Carina, thanks for the kind words. :) They meant alot to me.

And I can’t leave out the people that seem to hate me, Den, Stacey, Chris, I feel if you all hate me so much, stay the fuck out of my life.

Ok, I feel better.

No End

06/17/2009 at 9:12 AM | In Daily | 5 Comments
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After what I wrote yesterday and seriously thinking about my situation, yes suicide would be an easy way out, but it would also be a weak person’s way out.

I am not about to harm myself, but I will say this, I now know who the people are that care about me, and I also know which ones I need to drop from my life.

Starting with Stacey, as far as I concerned, you can go fuck yourself. I have never done anything to hurt you in any way. And you have done nothing but bash the things I write here, the last few days, but when you said you wouldn’t even consider stopping me from killing myself, fuck you! I have no clue what Janine sees in you, but I do hope that she gets smart and dumps your ass.

As for the people who sincerely cared and showed me that do care, thank you. Mom, thanks for standing up for me, but it’s not required that you go to Kentucky to confront that bitch. Thanks though.

With that said, I am going to continue on with my life, what little life I have, because we all know that homeless people are supposed to just crawl under a rock and be forgotten about.

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