No End
06/17/2009 at 9:12 AM | In Daily | 5 CommentsTags: Friends, Hate, Love, Suicide
After what I wrote yesterday and seriously thinking about my situation, yes suicide would be an easy way out, but it would also be a weak person’s way out.
I am not about to harm myself, but I will say this, I now know who the people are that care about me, and I also know which ones I need to drop from my life.
Starting with Stacey, as far as I concerned, you can go fuck yourself. I have never done anything to hurt you in any way. And you have done nothing but bash the things I write here, the last few days, but when you said you wouldn’t even consider stopping me from killing myself, fuck you! I have no clue what Janine sees in you, but I do hope that she gets smart and dumps your ass.
As for the people who sincerely cared and showed me that do care, thank you. Mom, thanks for standing up for me, but it’s not required that you go to Kentucky to confront that bitch. Thanks though.
With that said, I am going to continue on with my life, what little life I have, because we all know that homeless people are supposed to just crawl under a rock and be forgotten about.
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Glad to hear it, Joe! I know how painful this is. All I can say is we’ll keep working on it, and try to find a path through it.
Comment by Jeff — 06/17/2009 #
I guess I just have to have more patience.
Comment by theunhappycamper — 06/17/2009 #
I am just wondering why a couple of fucking inconsiderate, unknown people would even write such a thing. I have a hard time ever thinking about what I would do without my BROTHER around. We have been through a lot, and he has been through a lot. When someone encourages someone else to take their own life and not think twice about it, it is only because they have nothing they have accomplished in their own world. There will never be anything that ever comes close to a word for repulsive fuck ups like you two. I am appalled that you even exist. I think that there has been a lot that Joe could do to try to help his situation, but at the same time he lives how he lives and he pulls through every single day. Joe has done remarkable things in his life, including being a very considerate and sensible person after living on the streets for as long as what he has. That makes most people less of a person, but he hasn’t he has pulled through and still wants to be around. Sure sometimes he talks about and I am sure that there has been a point in most of our lives where we have all wanted to. But we don’t and it is all just talk. Joe has a huge family that cares for him, but allows him to be him. I have 4 children that care immensely for him and this was to ever be seen by my childrens innocent eyes would deeply hurt them. How dare you people get on here and judge my brother, he invited you on here to support and listen. Not judge and be ridiculed. You are both low life pieces of shit. Kicking your asses would be a great stress relief on me and it might just make me feel a little bit better. But on another hand I just want it known that I love Joe as a very dear brother and someone who no matter what is going on in his life still listens to mine and gives advice. He would be an incredible loss to all of us and you both are more than lucky to know him. Joe you are part of a huge family, we may not always be here for you but you are always a part of our thoughts, we always think of you and for most of us if there was any way we could help you we would definently try. You are an amazing cook, you have incredible common sense (more than most and that is obviously proven in these last two comments), you are genuine, humorous and remind me so much of Dad. You are strong and you are silent. But you always know what is right, you always know that your jokes will make me laugh whenever I am having a tough day. You are an uncle, cousin, brother and a son, a best friend, a confidante, and a helping hand. I know myself that you will never do what you say you feel like doing. But I know that sometimes just saying it when you are in a rut makes it maybe feel like it just stops for a minute. I know that sometimes when it is said that it is said because there is something going on in that moment that makes you feel like there is no way out and instead of asking for help (which is sometimes hard to do) this brings the attention that is needed. It is a help call, but not because you are actually considering it, but because you know it will bring the answers that you might be looking for. Any ways, for such a long comment and some words of hopeful help I am ending this hoping that what I say overules what these ignorant ranters have to say and that you realize that you are always needed and loved by many. Me and Richard and the kids all love you very much. That is 6 people right there which is probably more than the two people above have. Any ways, I am off of here and I hope that these people are gone from your life, they are not needed. YOU ARE!!!!
Comment by Carina — 06/17/2009 #
Who the hell are these people that you associate with Joe? These people seem very odd to me, I am thinking that it is possible that they have some serious situations that they need to deal with. What the hell???
Comment by Carina — 06/17/2009 #
see my response on FB
Comment by Heather — 06/17/2009 #