End It?
06/16/2009 at 9:21 AM | In Feelings | 7 CommentsTags: Dead, Death, Depression, End, Suicide
I have had about enough of my life, last night I laid in my spot and thought about the different ways I could end it. And honestly alot of them are starting to sound good. I would imagine there would be a few people out there that would miss me, but I know there would be a lot of people that would be happy to see a homeless person gone.
I mean what am I to society? According to most all I am is someone that takes up space, I stink, I am a loser (Stacey), I lie (Den), I am emotionally unstable, which I have heard from numerous people and I agree. Obviously this is true, or I wouldn’t have thought about suicide last night.
There are many ways of doing it, but the one that stuck out the most in my head is to go play in traffic. Let’s face it, I would be one less person you would have to worry about getting your hard earned tax dollars for doing nothing. This should make many people happy.
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Seriously. What’s your damage?
Comment by Rhett — 06/16/2009 #
Its not really fair to put that sort of responsibility on some unsuspecting driver, not to mention the damage to their car. Not cool.
Comment by James — 06/16/2009 #
Always someone worried about the damage to material things.
Comment by theunhappycamper — 06/17/2009 #
How about the damage to the person who’d hit you? Not only could they be physically hurt, but imagine walking around the rest of your life knowing you killed someone.
Comment by Rhett — 06/17/2009 #
What the hell is wrong with you people? Someone doesn’t want to live on this earth anymore, and you guys all sit here and bash him harder than he’s even bashing himself. What harm is he doing to you guys just by being alive? Who do you think you are passing such a sentence on a person who doesn’t want to be a bother to anyone anymore? He’s not doing anything that even concerns you, he’s just talking out loud. Stacy – I have never wanted to be around someone as badly as I want to be standing toe-to-toe with you right now. Maybe I will take a trip out there right now! Take that how you will. Signed ~ Joe’s mother P.S. I hope you get to read this Joe!
Comment by Sinderella — 06/16/2009 #
Thanks, Den.
Comment by theunhappycamper — 06/17/2009 #
Wow, I am so out of it, I just found out by reading this. Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom before you go up. Glad to hear you are feeling better already.
Comment by Kelly — 06/18/2009 #